No matter what happen
I just want to hold you tight
I won't let you go
I promise
;)
I will try my best
to be used to any habits you have
although you always perfunctory me
although you always desolate to me
I admit
I had make you sad
I had make you very disappointed
I had tried to change myself
change into a better me
change to a lover will not make you sad
I really working on it
so
I still need you to give me some times
I know
you always pretending that you not care
you think that will make you feel better
you always thought that
there are no difference to tell me what happen to you
you always keep the bad things yourselves
Now
things happen
I admit I'm stupid
I really don't know what can I do
I really don't know how to make you don't feel sad
I had tried hard to be used to you
because I love you
But...
Why don't you??
I accept all things of you
because I love you
But...
Why don't you try to accept mine??
I trust you deeply
No matter what you say
what you tell
I will trust
But...
Do you trust me??
I really don't know what to do now
For now...
I just want to hold you tight
so you won't leave me
so you won't fly away from me
so I can still love you
=)